"Without difficulties, life would be like a stream without rocks and curves – about as interesting as concrete. Without problems, there can be no personal growth, no group achievement, no progress for humanity. But what matters about problems is what one does with them!"

Benjamin Hoff – The Te of Piglet

Poems from a friend..=)

Care from me go boundless
Help from me never stops,
Enlighten your life with colours,
Removing all your sadness,
Removing all your tears,
I can't provide more, but,
Everlasting love and care, from my heart!

Never have I thought, after all this time,
I still miss you as much as I used to,
Call it stubborness, call it love,
Having you in my life was my greatest gift,
Only you could make me smile before I sleep,
Love from you to me I'll never forget,
All this time, I've been waiting for your return,
So, hold me and make me feel safe in your arms.


p/s: It's really meaningful huh..=) thank you..my friend..^_^

Buddies Forever...

X'mas Eve Night...2005

JUST FOR LAUGH.....

Behind every successful woman, there is a satisfied man. but behind a satisfied woman, there is an exhausted man.

An arab was being interviewed at a US checkpoint.
'Your name pls.'?
"Abdul Aziz "
"Sex? "
"Six times a week!! "
"No, no, I mean male or female! "
"Doesn't matters, sometimes even camel !"

Sex is like a restaurant.
Sometimes u gets full satisfactory service, and sometimes you have to be satisfied with self-service"

What makes a happy man?
Daughter on the cover of cosmo.
Son on the cover of sports illustrated.
Mistress on the cover of playboy
and ... Wife on the cover of "missing persons"

Why was the 2-piece swimsuit invented?
To separate the HAIRY section from the DAIRY section.

Teacher: What do you want to become?
Little Johnny: Doctor !!
Teacher: Why?
Little Johnny: Coz its the only profession where u can tell a woman to take off her clothes and ask her husband to pay for it

Woman complaining to dentist: "It ' s so painful, I'll rather have a baby than have a tooth removed.
Dentist: "Make up your mind soon, I'll adjust the chair accordingly."

Old lady, 85, a virgin, about to die. wanted her tombstone to read : BORN A VIRGIN, LIVED A VIRGIN, DIED A VIRGIN.
The engraver shortened it to: " RETURNED UNOPENED "

75 yr old man got married to a 15 yr girl.On their first night both were crying - why???
Coz she didn't know anything, and he had forgotten everything

X'mas eve dinner at Le Meridien Hotel with few frens...05'

23th Dec 2005 company party at Beverly Hotel..

i was thinking to let it go...but...damn...i just repeated wht i've done b4...slap me n wake me up man...i've try not to make things complicated...but...arggghhhh....i'm a loser... =(

everytime i see you ... i feel happy but i know you would never come back to me anymore...it makes me feel sad again... how i wish i can turn back time...back to the 1st day we met... the feeling i never forget...coz u make my heart beats very fast...(tht i never told u) =)

anyway..i'm so glad that i have a bunch of good frens that always accompany me... trying to keep myself occupied...life is like that...still have to move on either sad or happy =) alright...................

Today is a big day...=)

19th Nov...It's Nicholas Ng's b'day today.. how i wish i was there celebrating together with him... just like last year in Shanenigan...hmm..it's the 1st day tht we get together...hahahhaha....time flies...it's been a year already...anyway...wish you all the best...and be happy always...can't wait to see you..=) love you and miss you heaps here...smuacksss...*kiz*

Someone told me that...
Relationships are like chewing gum...
U can't wait to open the packet and have one..
It taste soooo good at first..
After a while..
The taste lessens and lessens.
Hmm...
It's true huh?! -.-"

Only time...

Artist: Enya
Song: Only Time

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?

Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time?

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart?
and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....

Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?

Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time

story of He & She...

[A girl was thinking tht is she too sensitive or the bf was too bz with his work and lack of his concern about her...but the girl really felt that she was so lonely although there is many frens around her...the one she needs is always not around...-_-" yeah..the guy is right..should take a break at the moment let both of them think clearly...let it be natural..=) the girl felt so relax now..not because of break up with the guy..is she won't so care about the loneliness tht she felt this few days..but the feeling towards the guy still the same...]

:(

haizz...so kasian...sick like hell this few days..and nobody care about me... =( the one who suppose to care about me dun even call me...haizzz....."sien" lar....

Long time didn't put something on my bloggie already..now here is the new pictures that i took...

FriendsSss....latest picture that i took...some of my friends here...Adrian,Amy,Ben,Calvin Husni,Cherrie(me),Elizeberth(Miao),George(Lo Hang),Joanne & Ket Kshiung....=)

The couple's pictures

*"*"*"* Our Sweet Memories at Perth *"*"*"*

This guy brings a lot of joy and laughter into my life...^_^ painting my life with different colours...make my life so colourful...>(^o^)< I know that I've found someone special in my life...who knows me very well...treat me very nice...a thoughtful and understanding person that I ever met... Thx him for everything...I love him so much...and miss him heaps here...

A day to remember our friend Michael Hwong

This song is dedicated to our friend Michael Hwong...May God Bless you and stay with you always...Rest In Peace my dear friend..YOU will always in our heart till forever... We will miss you always...God Bless...

Friends Are Friends Forever by Michael W Smith

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes he's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

CHORUS:

And friends are friends forever If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "Never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friendsWith the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

CHORUS

REPEAT CHORUS

2nd weekend at Perth

Hmm...so far life in Perth still ok lar..hehe...went for shopping few days...didn't buy much thing...coz it's so damn expensive IF converted back to RM..@_@" damn...how come the currency rate of RM so damn low...*sob* anyway....didn't expect to buy many things back also...hehehe...

Last night went to Metros with bf and some kk frens...i'm so damn cold when walking in to Metro...coz Nic asked me not to wear the jacket.....he said it's warm inside...goshh...i'm freezing at the outside man...lolz...but it gets better after we went inside lar...erm...a lot of "ah Mor" there...then we saw Joselyn and JOe they all there....Michelle and Shane followed Nic's car also...then Michelle treat us a shot of Bagaldi 151...gosh..it taste like petrol man..hahah..so "spicy"..after the drink i'm getting warmer...the songs are all R&B...hmm..no trance at all man...too bad...anyway...we didn't stay long coz Michael was drunk so Nic have to send him home...

*sob*

something happened last night...*sob*

1st day at PERTH

muahuahuaha....arrived Perth on my Birthday..kekeke...thx for you all for sending me a msg to greet me...i have received all the messages...thx a lot man.. i appreaciated it very much...hope you guys enjoy ya holiday too and for those who starts their study life...all the best to you all man...study hard n play hard ya...i will see you all around someday....*happy*

Fei Fei...you will always in our heart baby...love you..

A day to remember Fei Fei...*sad*

Fei Fei has just passed away at 6.30pm today...we will pray for you...sorry for didn't take good care of you....should bring you to take injection since the day you stay in my house...i'm so damn regrets now...i wish can turn back time...then you can stay alive...missing the day you are still here...sleeping at my small bad-badtz maru's carpet ...biting the bone n my fingers n toes...barking for food...pissing and shitting everywhere of my house....missing the time i help u to bath...we all really have a wonderful time with you Fei Fei....i love you and miss you always...MAY GOD BLESS YOU....damn...i believe whoever has meet this little puppy are sad now....let's us pray for Fei Fei...oh GOD...please bless this little innocent Fei Fei ...she's just a 3 months old puppy...haven't enjoy much in this world...althought GOD already taken her away from us..i believe that's there is somewhere she really belongs...Heaven is waiting for her... please bless her GOD...奉主耶稣的名祷告。。*amen*

Charlie,Cherrie & Nanami...take care loh "heng dai"...don't know when gonna see u again..heheh..since you dun really like to come back to KK..hahaha..or maybe i go Mel to look for u next time..muhauhaa..sorry for didn't accompany you everytime lar..u know lar..bf is here also..lolz...oh yeah...THX a lot ya..(u know what i mean lar huh) hehe..see ya...we all will be missing you heaps here...ciaoz!!

Class trip to IMPIAN JADI GOLF & RESORT on 24th & 25th June 2005

These are the pictures that we took at IMPIAN JADI GOLF & RESORT on 24th June & 25th June and XO restaurant on 22th June to celebrate JD's b'day..It's ya 19 years old b'day JD..old enough and got the permission to smoke already..hahaha....oh yeah..these pictures stealed from Sin's bloggie..haha..but pictures already edited..so can at least see who is who lar..^^

Alright..let's talk about the class trip...there are 19 ppls of us going..n we have to gather at school b4 7am coz we go buy bus which we rented..so everyone were punctual that day..(including me..hoho...seldom see i so punctual huh) anyway...i waited like one hour n half the bus came..damn..the bus was lost b4 tht coz the driver dono where is TTSS...this school is so damn famous ar..like that also dono..argg -_-" okay...we took like 45 minutes to reached IMPIAN JADI GOLF & RESORT...so it's like reached there at 10am something...It's quite boring when we reached the lousy resort...coz we can't check in b4 2pm...so everyone was so frastuated...we took a walk around the resort..and there is some annoying insects keep flying around our legs..yiakss makes everyone feel so damn uncomfortable..i feel so wanted to go home man...can't stand it!! T_T hmm..we are such a typical city child...haha..that is what Wei Yen said..lolz

After the walk...some of them decided to play cards n sitting down at the lobby to wait until 2pm...gosh...me and sin n Justin were sitting at the pagoda there enjoying the sea wind..later on Wei Yen come n join us..coz probably it's a smoking area..haha..so the smokers should sit together huh...=P it's about 2 more hours to go..then Justin was decided to went down Tuaran to buy some cigerrates and beers....

So 4 of us went down by Justin's car..we went to Milimewa supermarket..and few grocery shop but can't find any alcohol man..damn...we were wondering wherther alcohol was banned in Tuaran..the last grocery shop we went was beside the KFC one...that grandma was so funny...she is asking me in Hakka that what were we looking for..then Justin n Wei Yen dono how to speak Hakka..so i terpaksa have to talk with the grandma with my broken HAKKA..haha..then i told that grandma we are looking for beer..n guess what the grandma answered..hahahaha...she said "beer ar...hmm..there's no beer here...but we got "wong jiu" larr...." damn..u guys know what is "wong jiu"?? it's "wong jiu" chicken that wong jiu...it's a alcohol that use to cook....-_-" me and Justin they all was so "mou lit" man...hahahha...then Justin called Michael to bring us one dozen of beer when he is coming to join us...we walked into the KFC and ordered some drinks ..actually we all need to cool ourself down coz the damn hot sun was so heatty...so we sit there around one hour i guess.. then we went back to the resort again...

GOsh...can't wait to check-in and take a bath right now....my cloths was wet...coz i sweated a lot man...finally waited until 2pm...then we straight away go check in....oh yeah...the lady in the receiption was so damn LC...Charlene and Bee (our organiser) were almost quarrel with that lady coz the lady dun let all of us stay in 2 rooms only...then at last the science stream ppl opened another room so that everyone won't squash together...so there are 6,6,7 ppls in each room...then after arranging the stuffs n ppls.....all commerce stream ppls were so desperate to jump into the swimming pool coz it's really a hot day...as u all can see in the picture...we all were so enjoyed the cold water...haha..although the pool is so damn dirty..we didn't care that much..hahah..too bad we didn't get to play those water sports....coz it's closed..T_T then we went to the beach...took some pictures...poor Jacqualine was thrown by the guys into the water...hahahahah....after that..Sin , Justin and i went back to the room n take shower...i was so tired coz the weather n after swim...(erm..long time didn't do any excercise already..LOLz)

After bath i went to 215 room to get my instant noodle...then stay there for a while to listen Jeremy's ghost story...and play cards...after that..we changed to 212 room..coz everyone was there...Wan Ling and they all was watching tv and i was taking a nap...the others was so busy with the bbq...we waited for more than an hour..the fire still can burn up...coz its raining ....everyone was damn hungry...then decided to eat at the restaurant...

After dinner...we all went back to our room to take some rest n bath...me n Justin were started to drink beer while waiting for the others to join us...alright...the ppls were here then we start to 007 BANG~...we lose gonna finished half of the glass...haha...it was quite fun seeing they all drink...lolz...Charlene, Jacqualine and BEe always lose..so they drank quite much...hahaha...Jacqualine was so funny...coz she started to talk craps after few glasses of beer...hahahha...we were having fun there....but too bad we are shortage of beer...coz only 24 tins we bought...can't really make everyone gets drunk...

After that...we all were chit-chating in the room...n some were going to bed...i slept quite early coz a bit tired...n we planned to see the sunrise in the early morning....so Wei Yen n i sleep 1st while the rest were still chit-chating there...i didn't really sleep well that night..coz Charlene's voice are so loud..plus Jacqualine was snooring......-_-" then Wei Yen and i woke up at 5am....the rest were deep sleep like a pig...thought they all wanna see the sunrise...@_@" so only both of us went...gosh...we waited for more than one hour still can't see the sun...only saw the sky getting brighter....damn...

Then we went back to the room and sleep again..coz i'm so damn tired already...then wake up again at 11 something...start to pack our things up and check-out the rooms...the bus was here already..but i followed Justin's car to go Tuaran have lunch then went home....

[yawning] i'm like writing a long essay man...hahahah....but u still finish to read all right...hahaha...alright...to be honest...i do enjoyed this trip..n enjoy the time that spent with my frenz....will miss you guys so much!!! wondering when we'll meet again huh...so must keep in touch ya...take good care guys...love you all...smuackssss~~

Speak up when u loves someone

"One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's
office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. The lawyer was very
puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....

This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over years of marriage,
nothing ever seems to go right. They hang on because of their children,
afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have
already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple
have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all
these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce.

The lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because
he felt that after 40 years of marriage at the age of 70, he couldn't
understand why the old couple would still wants a divorce. While they
were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love you,
but I really can't carry on anymore, I'm sorry.." "Its o.k, I understand.." said the husband.

Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,
the wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends...

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkwardness. The first dish
was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the
old lady. "Take this, its your favourite.." Looking at this, the lawyer
thought maybe there is still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she
answer. "This is always the problem, you always think so highly of
yourself, never thought about how I feel, don't you know that I hate drumsticks?"

Little did she know that, over the years, the husband had been trying all
ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's
favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at
all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he
wants is the best for her.

That night, both of them couldn't sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn.
After hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that he still
loves her, and he can't carry on life without her, he wants her back, he
wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "I love you". He
picks up the phone, started dialing her number. The phone never stops
ringing. He never stops dialing.

On the other side, she was sad, she couldn't understand how come after all
these years, he still doesn't understand her at all, she loves him a lot,
but she just can't take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to
answer, knowing that its him... "What's the point of talking now that its
over...I have asked for it and now I wanna keep it this way, if not I will
lose face..." she thought. With the phone still ringing, she has decided
to pull out the cord.

Little did she remember, he has heart problems...The next day, she
received news that he had passed away...She rushed down to his apartment,
saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone. He had a
heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line.

As sad as she could be, she will have to clear his belongings. When she
was looking through the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from
the day they got married, beneficiary of course is her. Together in that
file, there's this note... "To my dearest wife, by the time you are
reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around. I bought this policy for
you. Though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me
continue my promise that I have made when we got married. I might not be
around anymore. I want this amount of money to continue taking care of
you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer...I want u to
know I will always be around, by your side...I love you"

Tears flowed like river......
And the morale of the story is "When you love someone, let them know as
you never know what will happen the next minute. Learn to build a life
together...learn to love each other. For who they are..not what they are..."

[how silly is the husband & the wife...never tell their own feeling to each other...now is too late to say anything...all left behind is just REGRETS...how sad is that...anyway... someone did that before..just like the wife ...give the best to the one she love...but he will never know how nice is she...coz she too manja the guy already...^^" then make the guy think that she suppose to treat him like that...gosh...the guy never know how to appreaciateit !! so girl & guy out there...do speak up when it's necessary...if not there will be lotsa misunderstanding between ya partner...]